ugh- gross

top weight 190.

I now weigh more than i did with another human inside me begging to get out.

that's forty three pounds more than i weighed two years ago.

school is much too generous with the weight gain thing.

so i woke up early this morning and saw a fabulous yoga show that seemed harder than i can do right now, and crappy music. but good asanas and good flow and well, just an ultimately good energy. and the savasana - he described the fuzzy- was better than any i have found while in corpus again.

However there is a yoga studio. kinda new. here in corpus with many different styles of yoga available. Loser me is gonna start with a generalized beginner class however since it has been so damn long.

I hope i like it. i read somewhere about a meditational garden, but i haven't seen that yet. so we shall see...